solemarvin:
First sesh! with the chest out line coming soon haha
And I wouldn’t want to go with anyone else💙🐬🐳🐬💙 3rd birthday spending it with the love of my life. XII.XXI
Crenshaw Lovin’💙
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Tatt #4 “Everything In Due Time”
sossnails:
PRETTY IN PINK #nails #nailart #tongan #teampoly #kupesi #polyswag #polynesian #tongan #PINGIIIII
Fate is absolute, it governs both you and I. Where we are in respects to this world is our destiny, we are bound to the blueprint of Life.
i think one of the hardest things in life is losing yourself while loving someone then eventually losing them. you lose everything you know. you lose your security, your happiness,your best friend, your lover, your comfort, you basically lose your world. not only do you lose your world but you lose the girl they once fell in love with. the girl who was always out going, had a smile on her face and could conquer all that was thrown at her. you lose that girl and became this girl who was insecure beyond belief, who didnt have a smile but yet always had tears running down her face. that happiness you once had, that made you smile uncontrollably, that gave you those huge unexplainable butterflies turned into unbearable pain, to where you cried yourself to sleep and put up with all the bullshit that was thrown at you because you simply loved them no matter what. i thought through all the trials and tribulations, the ups and downs, it would only make us stronger, not drive us away from each other. you would think by giving someone your whole being plus the universe, they would appreciate you and all you do but instead treat you like shit. you always saw the good in them even when they were doing wrong, wrong to you. you put up with the pain, the drama, the tears, the arguments, because you love them. they thought you were superwoman, as you tried to be, their superwoman. not only did i lose myself, my true self in loving you, i lost you, the true you. in the end we both lost ourselves, the real us, whom we both fell head over heels in love with. maybe one day, we can get that back, the real us. and maybe one day we can rebuild our friendship, our bond, our love and it will be stronger than ever. but for now, i need to find myself again, my real self and until then im leaving you be, so you can do the same. we both have so much to learn and see. to grow and try and maybe one day, you will see all i did and appreciate it.and when that day comes you will realize and maybe come to your senses. but if not, i will never regret anything, you were a blessing, a lesson, and made an impact on me both positive and negative. i know that boy that once gave me those huge dragonflies, that smiled like there was no tomorrow and treated me like a princess is still in there but you will have to find him again, just like i have to find me. everything in due time tho. and what’s meant to be will be.
